drugs...

you know i could really fall in love with drugs. well, not illegal drugs, but i like vicodin. i had some surgery a few weeks back and they gave me 20 pills. i must admit that i like the euphoria that comes with pain medication. i like the feeling of a cool beer buzz also, but you can get so full. nothing filling about pills! i will be glad when the pills are gone... yes i will consume every last one of them (not all at once, mind you) and then i will have no more until the next time i fall apart and require surgery. i fell in love with viks in the 80's when i broke my leg. i used to eat them like candy... doctors really should do a better job of monitoring how many pill scripts they hand out. i guess the addiction to prescription meds is so well documented that most people are more aware of the problem and the effects it has on people.

while i am telling personals... i have to admit that i cannot stand michael jackson! he is such a freak and i think he is a perv as well. he is a very sick person. it is hard to take anything he does or says seriously... when you can hear his girlish voice. if he is found guilty, i hope he goes to prison for a long time. he needs to be off the street and kept away from boys... i am not sure his fellow inmates will take too kindly to his type though.

anyway, not much else going on here in sacramento. i have been looking for arnold, but have been unsuccessful in my search. i am sure he off fighting girlie men somewhere.

my grandma e-mailed me today. she is really feeling lonely now that pop is gone. she is toughing it out, but i am sure it is hard for her. they were married for over 50 years and he had been retired for the last 30 some odd years, so they did everything together. i hope that she will lean on us (her family) and not try to stand alone on this.

i gotta go do my drugs now.... oh, i don't have any beer to wash them down, so forget it! i will just go to bed and sleep.